DianeMTB

I discovered I have a temper.  I think it is because it is my hormones going through all the menopause and stuff.  I never know when it is going to hit me.  Yesterday I got mad at Dave for...

Memories and reflections through our surroundings.  It has been over one year since Smokey has died.  I am looking around my one bedroom apartment.  There have been a bit of changes that were...

It was my birthday yesterday.  I turned 55 years of age.  I am that much closer to 60 so it is a bit frightening for me.  It was a lovely day, enjoyable, pleasurable and low key, which I...

Settling Smokey's estate without a will took a long time and lots of money.  I am glad I only have 2 things left:  selling the car and paying off the car loan.  It's not bad in the course of one...

It's not fair but I compare every man to Smokey.  Smokey was the love of my life and my soul mate.  It was not fair that my heart was taken from my body when Smokey died.  I am dating Dave for...

I am not sure what I am going thru but am all mixed up inside.1.  I am angry at God for not giving me a job2.  I am still mourning the loss of Smokey - the love of my life and soul mate3. ...

I chose to open my heart to meeting someone.  It was my personal choice.  I am a perfectly capable, happy, strong and intelligent woman who can live on her own.  I was getting to the point where...

I confronted Dave yesterday.  Dave did not remember telling me that he hit on a woman at the Pumphouse.  He told me with a clear head what really happened and I believe him.  Dave does not have an...

Thanks for your advice about Dave.  I agree.  If he told me about the one woman he hit on while she was with her boyfriend at the Pumphouse, what hasn't he told me.  We have only been dating for...

I hope 2011 brings inward healing to all of us on Daily Strength who have lost our loved ones.  I miss my Smokey as he was the special love of my life who is totally irreplaceable.  I cried last...

I had a great Christmas 2010.  It was spent at Dave's place.  He cooked the turkey dinner which turned out well because the turkey was nice and moist.  My older brother Don came over around 3...

To everyone have a very merry Christmas, happy holidays and a happy New Year.  This year is 2011.  We can all start a new journey, road or chapter of the book of our life.  I hope it will be a...

Dave's Chrismtas party was yesterday Dec. 18th.  It was interesting.  We all sat around at Lulu's Lounge in the Casino.  The boss Rick was not good at organizing it and failed to mention something...

How is your Christmas tradition changed now due to our loved ones death (for me it was my husband Smokey).  Our tradition each Christmas was to have the morning to ourselves.  We had our coffee,...

Smokey's car is turning into my red albatros around my neck that is for sure.  Smokey loved his 2005 Chevrolet Cavalier 2 door coupe.  It was his first new car that he ever bought for himself.  I...