DianeMTB

Anyone on the cusp of menopause?  Anyone having their hormones make you feel like a crazy person?  It's where I am at the moment.  I am not in menopause but I am on the edge of it.  The...

Smokey made me feel loved, safe and secure.  I think a person safe and secure when they are loved.  I had no doubt about being loved by Smokey.  He said Diane you don't know how very deeply that I...

Being with Dave reminds me what I had with Smokey.  It is funny how that works.  One of the many things I loved about Smokey was the way his eyes would light up every time he saw me.  This never...

I get hugs so don't kknow why my count says zero.  I delete them after I respond to the hugs so maybe this is why it says zero.confused from Diane B.

Smokey will always live in my heart.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I will love him, treasure him, cherish the memories of him and carry him wherever I go and whoever I am involved...

I still miss Smokey very much even though I am seeing Dave now.  This morning I sat and cried missing the love of my life Smokey.  It is not the same thing.  Smokey was a good, kind, decent,...

The timing is right for me despite my fears!  I was just running scared and PMSing on top of it which did not help.  Dave and I talked about it.  Things are good.  When I am PMSing, scared and...

I am running scared and am totally insecure about my developing relationship with Dave.  Smokey left me thru his death.  I don't want anyone else to leave me.  It was not nice the first time...

My life is slowly getting back to normal again.  It has only been nine months going on ten months on Sept. 15th.  We mark our time by how long our loved one has been gone.  Smokey wanted me to be...

I would like your opinion on something as I have met a guy named Dave.  I am totally confused as I still feel sad about losing my Smokey.  It has only been nine months going into ten months in...

I would rather be single than settle for a man.  I had the best in Smokey.  I am not looking but have met a few men in my comings and goings.  There was not any that i would even contemplate going...

I am frustrated.  It will be nine months in a few days, actually on Sunday.  Nothing seems to be working out for me.  I will have to take an Excel course if I want a receptionist job.  I need...

I got an email from a personnel agency called The Placement Group.  They advised me to take the Excel course as most of their clients require Excel just to be a receptionist or in adminstration. ...

I am seeking your advice about talking about your late husband when you are dating.  I was at a dinner party last evening as was starting to become aware of how much I talk about Smokey.  He was my...

Thank you everyone for commenting on my anger and resentment.  It was all helpful to me hearing all your opinions on the subject.  You are my strength and my own personal support group whom I...