DianeMTB

Depression:  with the loss of my job and my husband within one year of each other.I think I am suffering from depression because of the above.  I have not seen a doctor about it but I think its...

This is my third time round.  I hope I get it right this time.1st time was getting married and divorced from my one and only husband Gary.2nd time round was Smokey (Al) dying and I...

After all the soul searching, really liking and respecting myself, I have decided that I will be breaking up with Dave.  I don't know when or how I am going to do it but enough is enough.  Dave...

God opened my eyes to show me that I have been angry and resentful for a very long time because Smokey died.  I was angry and resentful towards:1.  God2.  Smokey3.  Myself4.  Everyone and...

All this time I have been angry and resentful at God for taking my Smokey.  It's all that I have been feeling these days.  I am angry and resentful all the time at everyone and any thing except my...

My gripe about Dave's room mate Rob.  I always try to be quiet in the mornings especially on weekends where he likes to sleep in.  This one day Rob had worked late the night before and I was trying...

When you lose the love of your life, the grief seems to stay in your heart.We can get on with our lives in other areas of it but the grief stays in the heart.  The heart wants what the heart wants -...

The apartment - it makes me sad living here without Smokey.  I have come to that conclusion.  The last week or so I was busy babysitting while staying at Dave's place. Lisa, Grant and Tyson live...

I need time to grieve.  I never did that much grieving at the  beginning.  I was busy taking care of things, focusing on trying to get a job and keeping my chin up for family and friends.  I let...

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I have been a widow since Nov. 15, 2009.  The inward healing takes over and it is baby steps.  One step at a time.  It is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with on this crazy mixed up...

I have been looking for work since Aug. 26, 2008.  What is your secret?I am over 50.  Maybe it is time for a career change.  I have to figure what else I can do as I have been a receptionist for...

Our hearts are big and there is plenty of love inside them to share with other people.I loved Smokey with every breath I breathed.  I still do.  He passed on before me. This is unfair to me.  I...