After 3 years, I think I am finally healing & ready to move on.

I feel that after three years of my loss of the love of my life and soul mate Smokey, I am ready to move in and am healing inside. It took that long. Smokey and I were together for ten years. When its your soul mate and true love, it takes a long time to heal inside and to be ready to move on. I was not ready until now. I read somewhere that the deeper the connection to the departed, the longer it takes to heal inside. Its true for me.

I just wanted to share this with you. Smokey always wanted me to find some one else once he passed away. He always figured he we die first. I wanted us to die together. Smokey was right as I am still here on planet earth. It is a extremely difficult journey. Its not an easy one. Some people never heal inside and are never ready to move on. Its not me. I am getting ready with each breath that I take. I am not in a hurry. If the person does not blow me away, he is not for me. I either get what I want or I will be content to live alone but be surrounded with my family and friends. They are important to me along with my faith in God and Jesus Christ.

All the best from Diane B.