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It looks like I don't have to decide what to do about it being my weekend with my son, and the party.  I was just informed that my step-daughter who is moving on the 29th wants to have all weekend...

Well, my setback I spoke of on Thursday became a reality on Friday.  I can't believe I did this to myself again.After my divorce in April 2014, my ex and I got back together in a way last year, then...

I was doing great, but this week I've been sliding backward.  There were three triggers, and some of it is also my own doing.  I hope I can resurface soon and get back on track.  

I had a fantastic day with my son on Saturday.  While it wasn't "my weekend," I had taken him to the comic book store last weekend and they told him about an event this Saturday.  He wanted to go,...

I went to Easter dinner at the house, and it went well.  I stayed maybe 2 1/2 hours and then left after enjoying a wonderful meal and doing the dishes.Things are crazy at my job, and it requires a...

It has been an interesting weekend.  My ex had gum surgery on Thursday and I picked up my son from school and took him to dinner.  When I dropped him off, after discussing my ex's surgery and her...

What a strange weekend.  Valentine's day weekend was very difficult for me.  Reminders of my loss were everywhere.  I tried to focus on my son, but it was difficult.My Ex dropped him off on...

After driving to Boston in a blizzard, and missing my Tuesday with my son, my ex agreed I could take him to dinner on Friday.  Then, she remembered she had a dentist appointment on Friday, and I was...

I did get my son Tuesday.  Remember my ex had called because she couldn't start the snow blower.  I asked if she wanted me to come do it and she said "That's okay.  I'll look on the...

I couldn't fall asleep again last night, and then to make it worse I got physically ill with vomiting and diarrhea until about 6:00 AM.  The good news is the snow storm caused my employer to close...

My ex did let me take my son to dinner on Friday.  She was going to come with us, but then she had forgotten she had plans for a girls night out with friends from work.  So, I got to pick him up,...

I had my son last night.  My ex declined to bring him over for dinner and a Dr. Who episode as we had been doing.  She had me pick him up.  She said she won't be coming over any more.  I realize...

Twice last night I dreamed about my ex.  In both dreams, she was laying in bed and I was coming into the room.  Another man, Chris, was just bending down and kissing her neck, with a big wet kiss,...

I have my son this weekend. We spent a lazy day binge-watching Star Gate today, eating pizza, and ignoring the ice storm outside. I still missed my ex when I made dinner, but it was a better day...

I was very down today after not sleeping and after sending that text to my ex last night that I loved her and wanted to hold her.  No reply, which I guess is expected. It is my weekend to have my...