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- I don't know what it is but I feel especially bad today. I am depressed and very anxious. It is pouring rain and maybe that is a contributing factor. I am so worried about money. I have a seasonal job and will be running out of money soon and...
- I just went to my doctor. I was going to go back on antidepressants but had to wait over a month for an appointment and I changed my mind. I wanted to try it natuarally with diet and exercise and natural rememdies. She recommeneded Lavender. So...
- I have written here before. I lost my fiancee almost 4 years ago. When he died I said my life is over and of course people said no and things would get better and all the right thing. So the first year I felt he was with me and that things would...
- I lost my fiancee Stephen August 27, 2009. There was a post it is all over now and that describes my life. In fact I was gonna title this my life is over. I said that when Stephen first died and everyone said oh no that's not true but it is. ...
- My life is so bad. I posted before. My fiancee died over 3 years ago and I am trying to cope but every week there is something bad. Little things like falling or not sleeping but big ones that are too much. I could list them all but I know other...
- I don't know which came first. My deression or my lousy life. I lost my fiance in 2009 and I know it happens but it happened to me just like other bad events in my life that I had no control over. Sick parents, bad relationships before I found my...
- Even before my fiance Stephen passed over 3 years ago, people told me I should make friends but honestly I only wanted him and had few friends and even when I did go out with friends I just couldn't wait to be with him again. Then I thought people...
- It has been over 3 years since I posted here after my fiancee Stephen died and it was a Godsend at the time. He was my soulmate. At the time people would say I would be all right and there will be a rainbow. Not on here but in my life. The teller...
- My fiancee Stephen died almost 2 years ago now. I miss him terribly. I am on antidepressants and have gone to a support group and everyone would say that I needed to make friends. I would go places alone and my neighbor made me promise to ask...
- It has been over a year now since I lost my fiancee. I thought it would get better but it hasn't. People ask me how I am and I say okay because what else can I say. They don't want to hear that everyday how sad I am. I planted a garden this...
- My fiancee died August 27,2009. I posted after he died and everyone here was so nice. I have been too sad to post lately. People say it gets better but I feel it gets worse. I miss him more than ever. People expect me not just to survive but to...
- My Fiancee died August 27th of a heart attack. It has been a horrible 6 months. I am on antidepressants and they have helped a lot. Last night I dreamt that him and I were going to St. Thomas for a vacation and I was busy getting stuff done for...
- I lost my boyfriend August 27th. I have had a sorrowful life. We discussed marriage. I always wanted to get married but was accepting of our relationship. The thing is now that he is gone, I can't believe that I am expected to go on. It is like...
- Since I lost my boyfriend on August 27th and then my cat almost died I have been trying to cope and believe that things will get better. People have told me to stay positive and to pray. I have been praying but it is so hard to be optimistic when...
- My fiancee died August 27th. I always called him my boyfriend because that was what he was for so long. Then my cat got really sick 2 weeks later. Now I have a lot of debt between my BF's death and the vet bills but right now I am so scared and...