QPXZ
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About Me
My fiancee, Stephen, died August 27, 2009. It is hard to say fiancee because he was always my BF. He had a heart attack. He worked out and ate better than me and was the picture of health as my brother described him. We were always together and were exactly alike. I didn\'t have a lot of friends and my family is far away. I live with my brother. He was funny and smart. I loved him so much and always will and I am having a hard time living without him. I have 3 cats that need me and keep me going. 2 weeks after he died my cat almost died. All of this had made me very nervous. The doctor has me on meds which help but I miss him so much.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion Panic Attacks.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion going insane.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion sitting in the er.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion Inevitable Loss.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion Can't do this anymore.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion i wish all of you.
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QPXZ commented on the discussion Not PC but.
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Not Much BetterI am still anxious and sad and depressed. The doctor increases my Fluoxetine dosage and prescribed Ativan... -
Still DownThe last few days have been a mess. One thing after another. I don't know how I can ever try to feel... -
depressed againI have been anxious the last few weeks and now the anxiety is giving way to depression. I don't know if the...