My fiancee died August 27th. I always called him my boyfriend because that was what he was for so long. Then my cat got really sick 2 weeks later. Now I have a lot of debt between my BF's death and the vet bills but right now I am so scared and afraid and have this feeling of doom and gloom. I have to get a job on top of this. I have a seasonal job but I need money and with the economy the way it is and this horrible feeling in me how can I? I was wondering if anyone else after losing a loved one experienced the feeling that disaster will occur again and more bad things will happen. I feel hopeless and that my life is doomed to one of suffering and bad luck. I am afraid to leave the house and afraid my cat will relapse since the vet was not even sure why he got so sick. I think if my cat didn't get sick I would still be scared but not this bad. Is this fear a part of my life from now on? When will it subside. Thanks.
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