tough week

Tough week and I don't have any one reason, lots of little nits.  Talked to my mother-in-law and she is a typical mother-in-law and always has been.  Couldn't get money out of the bank because it was after hours and I still need a superviser to sign off on things so I couldn't get any cash.  Saw people I haven't seen so more condolences.  I cried all that day, couldn't even drive home (my sister had to).  It's over a month and it hasn't gotten any easier.  Each day seems to get harder and harder.  Now that fuc...in weekend is here again and this time I really have no plans so it's going to be very lonely.  That's one thing I can't seem to get used to the loneliness.