halloween
i think i'm at the numb part. today was halloween and like every holiday for 32 years we would celebrate it with fun and silliness, my husband loved the kids but always wanted to give rocks to the adults that wanted candy too!! i missed him alot today, just like every day. the tears are less, i don't think i have any more water but my heart hurts. i feel so lonely no one to talk to but yet i'm surrounded by loved ones and people who care but noone is him. i want him.
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It was the first halloween without my Marti yesterday. I guess we have to live through alot of these \"firsts\". But it is just so empty even with lots of friends around. I used to love this time of year with the holidays approaching because she made life so easy. Now it\'s becoming a chore. Hang in there, we need to carry on. Kip.
Hi, we also loved the holidays, especially Halloween and Christmas. I didn\'t do a thing for Halloween and just want to skip Christmas. Know what you mean about having people around but no one else really knows what it\'s like. Would give my arms and legs to have my husband back. Take care and try to survive. Robin