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Age: 36

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Rejection

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/28/2016

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Ever been rejected by someone you love because you figure out who they are and want them to yourself because the world didn't want them until I loved them and then ur labeled the crazy one when it's just wrong you put them on a pedastool and they just put you so far down because no one wants them really they just want the love you had for them in there own life because that love doesn't exist in nobody else but me
Acne

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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I never had acne ever until 20 years old but it wasn't of my DNA and has shortly gone away never to return nor grow on my kids. It's not like I'm a piece of fruit in a Grove that gets sunburned, rust mites, black spots nor bug bitten. That's just not reality. Not into conformaty
Incest

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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I know nothing of this in any direction of my life. Nor of my true DNA. But I feel sadness for those who have a mind for inflaming that sin upon antibodies life or mind. God is the only way out rather youve been manipulated into thinking that's who you are, your not. I'm speaking in my own life at this point. God has had a greater purpose for me and my kids life then Lucifer could ever plant as a seed to sicken my future and the future of my kids life. I am not scared I do not fear. I am not...
Pain

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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Can pain be labeled as aggregation. Is there a misunderstanding I gather from conversations or do I just forget and swing back into the same pain. I don't want trauma I don't expect lectures I don't need a father I'm 26 years old I can raise myself I don't need no more bullshit going on from back and forth so called love thats only going off of a moment's feeling that won't last long. It's loneliness maybe for me I dont know what it is for Antonio. I choose not to care to see today. Why he...
Depression and anxiety

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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everyday I awake to my chest freaking pounding in a hurtful irritable way awaking me out of sleep into complete aggregation. I'm on kalotopin 1 mg a day but still it seems as if I need more. Prayer helps most times. Being in the comfort of my two kids my one year old and the one in my tummy. I love them so much. But sometimes I allow the past to replay in my head, fill my head with dilutions of things that had happened but are not anymore and things that I feel are happening from others to...
Bisexual and lesbian and gays

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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I have complete abstenance in this type of relationships. I believe it's dishonorable to God above. I'm entitled to my own opinion and I honestly don't care to see sexual occurring with anybody of the same sex. I'm not into 3 some at all, nor swinging ever. I believe that if your with someone that you honour that person and they honour you of different sex. I do not date younger guys. I do not date guys my father's age either at the same time. I'm 26 and I hate porn I find no astonishment in...
Abuse

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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Being abused in the past affected my whole life, it hurt me physically, sexually, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. But I found a friend in the Lord Jesus Christ in 2012 and respected my life for real in 2013 when I moved to Daytona Beach. I went into a ministry and was in search of things money couldn't buy. A family, strength, independence, healing, recovery, and stability, and leaving the drug dependency and codependency alone. I prayed for complete physical healing and God' the father...
Jealousy

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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I don't understand some people in life, that they can't be personally happy with what God's given them and blessed in there life within honesty, that they have to consume, and erotically drive someone into insanity over jealousy impulses. Someone that's went through horrid things no one should envy unless it's only because there a stronger, wiser person and the people that tried to kill them, break them and hostile them into slavery couldn't. That's what I've been through and people are finding...
Relationships and divorce

Posted by: ConformingMC1990

Posted: 09/27/2016

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I'm 26 years old and I've had 11 years of difficult relationships. Not understanding the true meaning of love because I've seen love exposed all wrong. I different from most I'd rather not be wanted these days but still be a mother and the person in me that I want than be wanted by an abusive, jealous or controlling man. My past few relationships have been verbally abusive, mentally abusive, a spiritual warfare and even physically abusive. In the midst I've been rather unstable. Now finding my...
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