Been a long time

I had a dream of my ex of four years. We were at an airport, it was so noisy and busy I could barely hear him when he said, " I have to leave, I want you to come with me." He grabbed my arm and looked down at me pleading. At that moment, my heart skipped a beat but I couldnt move. He held me close, I could hear his heartbeat over the bustling crowds and he smelled like dirt and bread. Within moments he let go and began walking away to his terminal. I stood there frozen. I wanted to reach out to him, say something. But within a few minutes he was further and further away, I stood there reaching out and crying, " Please dont leave......I love you....please come back."