IDidThisToMyself
Status: Decided to come back...I need something. Hope, mostly...support.
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more bad news. im devistated. yesterday morning i woke up around 6am and had a lot of strong abdominal pain. then i noticed that i was bleeding. right then my mom came out of her room to get ready...
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wow...i went to my OB and i had no idea they scheduled me for a colposcopy. i had an abnormal pap smear and i was positive for HPV. they did the procedure and i should get the results back to find...
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since the last time that i ended up having a panic attack and dry heaving, it happened again yesterday while i was eating. it just happened AGAIN about a half hr ago while i was snacking on crackers....
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my grandpa is in ICU in the hopsital...im so scared.please pray for him.
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i am SO frusterated. i cant even eat now. im so scared to...this is so hard. my mom ordered a pizza last night because i wasnt about to touch that chicken again. and i ate a piece, but pretty much...
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my worst fear almost happened. everything was going okay today. i havent been sleeping at night much because of switching my meds, i think...and i get horrible headaches at night and feel so hot its...
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I have been ignoring this site for quite some time...I'm not sure why. So I decided that I would give a quick update on things so I won't put it off anymore. About 2 months ago I moved in with...
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Things suck.I have just learned to come to the terms that I won't ever be able to believe what a guy says to me. This past couple weeks there's been...actually I don't even want to remember, all the...
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today the detective is coming over to take my statement.i want to deny this is happening so badly. i almost did, i almost made myself believe that what really happened wasn't the truth. because the...
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i lost my job today. i give up.
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I'm getting kicked out. I have to been gone within a week.My dad doesn't give two shits about me and I know that he was just looking for ANY excuse to make me leave. Him and my step-mom don't want...
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It really sucks when you have your downfall. Things really are going good for me, but my mind does wander to other things and I just can't help thinking so much. So when I start thinking, that leads...
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I'm so proud of myself right now. I was just sitting here thinking...I have not cut myself since I had to get admitted into the hospital. Yes, I have had the urge to...but I'd do something about it....
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i feel like punching a wall. that wont get me anywhere though.i have the worst urge to cut. but i know i cant and im trying to stop myself by using this site right now.i just feel like i'm going...
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