IDidThisToMyself
Status: Decided to come back...I need something. Hope, mostly...support.
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im terrified right now.i admitted to my mom that i have an addiction with xanax. ive been taking about 3 a day of .5mg, usually before meals, otherwise i cant eat. ive been addicted to xanax for...
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im too tired to even write in this.im still bleeding/spotting/cramping almost everyday.on the 5th i have a doc appointment to see if things are still ok.i just like....dont care anymore. all i do all...
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more bad news. im devistated. yesterday morning i woke up around 6am and had a lot of strong abdominal pain. then i noticed that i was bleeding. right then my mom came out of her room to get ready...
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wow...i went to my OB and i had no idea they scheduled me for a colposcopy. i had an abnormal pap smear and i was positive for HPV. they did the procedure and i should get the results back to find...
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since the last time that i ended up having a panic attack and dry heaving, it happened again yesterday while i was eating. it just happened AGAIN about a half hr ago while i was snacking on crackers....
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my grandpa is in ICU in the hopsital...im so scared.please pray for him.
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i am SO frusterated. i cant even eat now. im so scared to...this is so hard. my mom ordered a pizza last night because i wasnt about to touch that chicken again. and i ate a piece, but pretty much...
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my worst fear almost happened. everything was going okay today. i havent been sleeping at night much because of switching my meds, i think...and i get horrible headaches at night and feel so hot its...
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Wow, I haven't been on here in over a year. I had a panic attack last night and was just sitting here thinking about it and remembered this site.The 28th of last month was 2 years since Joshua...
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i woke up about an hour ago and since then ive been bawling my eyes out. i miss josh so much.i miss my grandpa so much. its been an extremely hard year. i havent cried like this in awhile, and...
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i am FREAKING out right now.im having a panic attack and i havent had any xanax for about 4days bc i ran out. im going through horrible withdrawals. now im stuck here with this anxiety and the only...
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its like i lost all my support.
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http://www.marchforbabies.org/JoshuasMommy13 trying so hard to do something positive.for my baby, joshua.
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i have really given up.i tried to fight it as much as i could.now im really too exhausted to fight anymore.to fight my depression, my anxiety, coping with the loss of my son, my recent pregnancy,...
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i dont know what im going to do if i have to get another shot of methotrexate. i still cant function right. i know that my body is pretty much going through a 'miscarriage' but fuck this is too...
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