IDidThisToMyself
Status: Decided to come back...I need something. Hope, mostly...support.
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i have really given up.i tried to fight it as much as i could.now im really too exhausted to fight anymore.to fight my depression, my anxiety, coping with the loss of my son, my recent pregnancy,...
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i dont know what im going to do if i have to get another shot of methotrexate. i still cant function right. i know that my body is pretty much going through a 'miscarriage' but fuck this is too...
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all i want to do right now is to be able to go to sleep. im in so much pain that i cant. and all i can take is motrin which doesnt help hardly at all. in 45 minutes i have to be at the dr to get my...
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i just got home from the hospital.today was miserable.this morning i woke up around 7am with the worst pain in my right side (where the implantion occured in my fallopian tube). i couldnt even call...
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Finally after 3 hours of running back and forth from the dr's to the hospital i am home. i went to the hospital to get a better ultra sound, then i was sent back to my doctors office. she told me...
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"...theres no sac... ..could be ectopic, look she has a blood clot in her fallopian tubes.....she has to go to the hospital.....theres no chance for this pregnancy..." my doctors words are stuck...
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not doing so good right now. i got a call from my dr this morning. he said that my hcg levels went up, but they didnt double. so it's possible that i could be going through a miscarriage right...
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I just got home from my appointment with my OB. Chas went with me, I had to pretty much beg him to come into the room with me...which sucked that he did not want to be there with me. I mean I know...
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*sigh*This morning I woke up, went to the bathroom and there was some blood on the toilet paper. Of course that scared the crap out of me, because it's what happened with my last pregnancy. Except...
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Blah...I've been soooo exhausted.And not to mention soooo irritable. I'm a smoker, so since finding out I was pregnant, I have not had a cigerette and do not plan on it either. But wow, it is SO...
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Wow. Where to start.Okay, last night I was with my best friend Josh. These past few days I haven't been feeling well and have been sleeping for like 16 hours a day. I was also about 3 days late on my...
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keeping myself extremely busy around the house is the only thing that im able to do to keep my mind busy. the second i have a moment to myself, i break down. today i walked into my moms room to...
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this morning i woke up and immediately felt anxious because i knew what the day was going to bring today. i have my support group today and we are having a memorial for xmas, hanging up ornaments on...
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everythings been a daze. i sit around waiting for the time to pass by.i don't even know what im waiting for.waiting for december 12th to pass maybe... i dont do anything and im exhausted.and if i...
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its crazy how a feeling can just overwhelm you within a matter of seconds, out of no where. how emotional pain can make you feel like you're unable to breathe, to have you on the floor crying not...
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