IDidThisToMyself
Status: Decided to come back...I need something. Hope, mostly...support.
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http://www.marchforbabies.org/JoshuasMommy13 trying so hard to do something positive.for my baby, joshua.
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i have really given up.i tried to fight it as much as i could.now im really too exhausted to fight anymore.to fight my depression, my anxiety, coping with the loss of my son, my recent pregnancy,...
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i dont know what im going to do if i have to get another shot of methotrexate. i still cant function right. i know that my body is pretty much going through a 'miscarriage' but fuck this is too...
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all i want to do right now is to be able to go to sleep. im in so much pain that i cant. and all i can take is motrin which doesnt help hardly at all. in 45 minutes i have to be at the dr to get my...
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i just got home from the hospital.today was miserable.this morning i woke up around 7am with the worst pain in my right side (where the implantion occured in my fallopian tube). i couldnt even call...
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Finally after 3 hours of running back and forth from the dr's to the hospital i am home. i went to the hospital to get a better ultra sound, then i was sent back to my doctors office. she told me...
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"...theres no sac... ..could be ectopic, look she has a blood clot in her fallopian tubes.....she has to go to the hospital.....theres no chance for this pregnancy..." my doctors words are stuck...
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not doing so good right now. i got a call from my dr this morning. he said that my hcg levels went up, but they didnt double. so it's possible that i could be going through a miscarriage right...
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I just got home from my appointment with my OB. Chas went with me, I had to pretty much beg him to come into the room with me...which sucked that he did not want to be there with me. I mean I know...
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*sigh*This morning I woke up, went to the bathroom and there was some blood on the toilet paper. Of course that scared the crap out of me, because it's what happened with my last pregnancy. Except...
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Wow, I haven't been on here in over a year. I had a panic attack last night and was just sitting here thinking about it and remembered this site.The 28th of last month was 2 years since Joshua...
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i woke up about an hour ago and since then ive been bawling my eyes out. i miss josh so much.i miss my grandpa so much. its been an extremely hard year. i havent cried like this in awhile, and...
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i am FREAKING out right now.im having a panic attack and i havent had any xanax for about 4days bc i ran out. im going through horrible withdrawals. now im stuck here with this anxiety and the only...
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its like i lost all my support.
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http://www.marchforbabies.org/JoshuasMommy13 trying so hard to do something positive.for my baby, joshua.
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