IDidThisToMyself
Status: Decided to come back...I need something. Hope, mostly...support.
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I'm back, is anyone else around here...?
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So I'm sitting here on my phone, laying in bed. My anxiety is so damn high. I took my dose of xanax at 11 and it did nothing. I practically begged my husband to stay up with me but he's exhausted so...
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I am a BzzAgent and I got some products in the mail.Yep! Me after using them! I felt so much better. Here is what I got:Eeeee, okay I received my BzzKit in the mail and I got awesome goodies! First...
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I just don't want to be this way anymore!!!!!! I want to be drug free (xanax mainly) and happy. FUNCTIONABLE. I have it really bad right now and I just can't take it. But how long have I been saying...
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My son, Joshua's, grave marker was installed the day of my birthday. November 11th! I'm so happy, I feel everything is now at rest for him. It's bitter sweet. The marker is beautiful. Everyone who...
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I'm sitting here staring at my computer screen wishing my fingers could type what is inside my head. Almost 2 weeks ago I started a slow weaning process to get off xanax. I realized that even though...
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After many phone calls my head hurts and my heart is heavy.This group I'm apart of set up a donation to help me purchase my son, Joshua's, grave marker. It's been 4 years on the 28th since he passed...
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When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had...
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Yesterday I had a doctor appointment. I've never been there before so that gives me anxiety. My husband and son went with me (I don't go anywhere alone or drive). Before we left I felt the panic...
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This is ridiculous! The past week all I've been having is anxiety then panic attacks. Today I woke up with so much anxiety and have had 2 panic attacks within 2 hours from another. I can't deal with...
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Okay geesh, it's been almost 2 years since the last time I wrote in here. A lot of things have happened, obviously lol.July is coming up and that's a hard month for me. The 17th of that month my ex...
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Wow, I haven't been on here in over a year. I had a panic attack last night and was just sitting here thinking about it and remembered this site.The 28th of last month was 2 years since Joshua...
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i woke up about an hour ago and since then ive been bawling my eyes out. i miss josh so much.i miss my grandpa so much. its been an extremely hard year. i havent cried like this in awhile, and...
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i am FREAKING out right now.im having a panic attack and i havent had any xanax for about 4days bc i ran out. im going through horrible withdrawals. now im stuck here with this anxiety and the only...
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its like i lost all my support.
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