tears and more tears.

"...theres no sac... ..could be ectopic, look she has a blood clot in her fallopian tubes.....she has to go to the hospital.....theres no chance for this pregnancy..."  my doctors words are stuck in my head.  im either having an ectopic pregnancy, which is life threatning, or im in the process of having a miscarriage. i'm being admitted into the hospital in about an hour. i honestly feel dead.