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- It's one of them days. I don't want to get up and all I want to cry;(I hate these days . I just came out of a 2 day numb state and that feels horrible cause it's like I just don't care about anything.I set here and read back over these moods and it...
- I am a Christian and believe in the power of prayer. So I know better and not to start thinking this way.but here it goes anywaysIsn't it kind mean that we meet this person , fall in love, build our life's together then they are pulled from our life...
- I'm just wondering have any of you ever been told you are in bereavement? I went to see a grief counselor the other day she said I was In Bereavement. So if course I google it (I google EVERYTHING) lolBereavement: extreme state of sadness. Bereaved...
- I love music and have a hard time listening to most songs since Tommy passed. .... I went an listened to Diamond Rio 'One more day'And I just fell apart :( but the songs so true. If you haven't heard it, look it up, it's beautifulOh have any of you...
- On this emotional roller coaster I have hit a weird emotion thatI don't understand. I feel numb. I don't have the sadness. It's like I just don't care :( it's only been 3 months. It's just really different.Has anyone felt like this? It just doesn't...
- Hindsight I know.... I know better but today has been a 'if I had only'Tommy was sick, he had been out of the hospital for 6 days, he set up on the side of our bed and fell over (heart attack) if only I had brought him back to the hospital , if...
- It's like a train coming in the dark out ofnowhere and it hits you and knocks you off your feet and you cry and cry. Think of this happening over and over every day.... That is what it's like when the other part of you dies :(
- I did my first birthday card today without signing Mom and Dad :( ... Our son uKevin has a birthday later this week.So I sign it, .....crying , once again :(
- Do any of you ever feel like people are getting tired of you or avoiding you because they don't want here about your grieving? As time goes on, everyone moves on but I can't or don't know how and I feel so alone. No one understands, heck, I don't...
- I read this and it is so....me. So I thought some of you may relate....""Everyday I am fighting a battle inside of me. Not knowing how I will be feeling or what mood I will be in. Some days (moments) I am happy and feel like superwoman other days...
- I miss him so much and would give anything to hug him. I have so many things to say to him . I have tried writing, it doesn't work for me yet. I can't 'talk' to him. I still can't look at pictures or videos without falling apartOur son told me...
- First off, my first thought soon as I woke up was"Dear God, I miss Tommy SO much" then I cry.it seems like I miss him more each day *sighs*Ok my question, I have found a new 'friend' during this difficult time..... Called Xanax. And this is so...
- Have any of you been thur this more than once? I just cannot even think of going thur this pain again....I am sure people have but just curious
- I spend yesterday with my wonderful sisterinlaw and my wonderful little brother. He has cancer :( and struggling with stomach sickness from the chemo. And I went to church with her last nite but my brother was to sick to go.Last week my brothers...
- My husband of 36 years just passed away barely a months ago.I feel like I'm going crazy. One minute I am ok then the nextI feel like walls are closing in on me. I feel so misplaced :(