Are you kidding? I can be such a mix of emotions on any given day [hour], I really don't know who I am at times.

I've always been a complicated person. I know that, it's what I love best about myself. I can fit into any environment and with different people. I'm generous of spirit and most kind hearted. The death of my husband has changed me in ways that sometimes scare me and perplex me.

I'm a bit like clay though.......If I find a glimmer of happiness, I can mold to fit the moment!!!

Roz

Roz

that really nails it, Patricia...welcome to the ride that never seems to end. and we're just placed into the car too!

so true, it says it all

This is a emotional roller coaster ride. Problem is when ever I have gone to theme parks I usually stay on the ground because I hate roller coasters. wish I could stay off this one.
Peace, Tim

All of us have lost half of ourselves, at the very least...and we have become someone who we do not know.
Getting to know that new person we have become definitely has it's ups-and-downs...sometimes it fits, sometimes it does not...it is a process, to be sure.
And the absolute worst thing about that process...is that we cannot travel backwards through time.

This is absolutely perfect for me right now. Exactly me. Moment by moment is how I live right now, not knowing what emotion will surface when. Hugs to you my friend.