leopardfreak

Im scared , two days ago I broke up with my fience because well I'm crazy and don't know what I want anymore . I don't know how things r gunna turn out but life always seems to go on. My wedding with...

Today I went to school after being sick, I'm up grading or trying to the past little while just seems to run together the class I'm in I don't even know if I'm suppose to be in it well anyway if not...

i just relized i lost two friends when i went to hung out with one last night kinda and well it wasnt the same my doing for freaking out on his wife abit before we got married why the f i know im in...

 my journal , im so crazy lately i just feel like crying , most of the time, i think i love fience , sometimes its so hard to know if i do if i want to be with him forever, on valentines day he...

i live everyday waiting woundering, will i ever be want i wish to be or will it only be a dream, i think about death so much its so hard for me to get through every day, the days seem like wheres the...

im starting to get slimmer kinda , i caint notice but others can apparently , i did have a couple steps back but i am starting to say no more way more its getting easier every time i do but still so...

new thoughts for my journal, i am 25 with a 6 month baby and engaged to a 27 year old who wasnt gotten his grade 12 yet but in school working on it. we live at my parents.the story to that is i went...

hi so i figure since i write mostly when im negative i wanted to write something positive , well my baby is 6 months im engaged to an amazing man , and im going to church every weekend now, makes me...

wow , i had to through my own baby shower with my mom, and then worked hard to get it ready just for no one to show up like am i that bad that no one can come play a couple game they didnt even have...

so 1. my baby is three weeks old doing good love being a mom , but yes im starting to get my moments were it just feels like all i do is feedfeed feed,     2. my work thing is settled kinda for...

so i had my baby girl, so sweet i love being a mom , kinda feels like a dream though how things r working right now , caint weight till it gets warmer so i can work on my weight issue . my life so...

4 more weeks till i have a baby give or take depends on when it wants to come out. dont know what it is or whos it is for sure, i think i know because of timming, but i read a thing that says u start...

i have 8 weeks left to go give or take left of being pregnant. i dont know how im going to do it, im 24 living with my parents, my boy friend whos not the father is living with me aswell.this is the...

wanting to die wanting to cut wanting out of this life people all around are dieing why caint it be me for a change , im pregnant depressed no job lowsy friends , i dont want this baby do deal with...

life has fallen as we know it, since about noon yestureday i did absolutly nothing , no getting dressed no going out no nutting , besides tv, i stayed up till past 5 am watching seasons of gilmore...