leopardfreak

 HELL YA  i lost another 10 pounds so 30 in total when i loose another 50 i get a sewing machine yay !!! im gunna need it because my dogs keep eating my clothes so ill need to make new ones , im...

i think im doing pretty good now with things , i want my own place now i think i should set a goal about it and do so , only way im gunna do it  but im doing great , feeling better , but i did go...

with the others who did things to me , a friends dad , was my fault . i was 16 or 17 i wore really low tops or tight tops , his dad gabed my boobs when he asked me if i wanted a smoke , then i was so...

need to get this out  one time he wanted do to stuff i said no , i didnt want to , i asked him why not matt ... he said he like me better .. then contued to touch me my mom started to tell me about...

so today is getting my nerves going , i got my days mixed up and well i hate this i feel like im getting dumber and dumber as times going on i feel so dependent on others right now its really sucking...

i live everyday waiting woundering, will i ever be want i wish to be or will it only be a dream, i think about death so much its so hard for me to get through every day, the days seem like wheres the...

im starting to get slimmer kinda , i caint notice but others can apparently , i did have a couple steps back but i am starting to say no more way more its getting easier every time i do but still so...

new thoughts for my journal, i am 25 with a 6 month baby and engaged to a 27 year old who wasnt gotten his grade 12 yet but in school working on it. we live at my parents.the story to that is i went...

hi so i figure since i write mostly when im negative i wanted to write something positive , well my baby is 6 months im engaged to an amazing man , and im going to church every weekend now, makes me...

wow , i had to through my own baby shower with my mom, and then worked hard to get it ready just for no one to show up like am i that bad that no one can come play a couple game they didnt even have...

so 1. my baby is three weeks old doing good love being a mom , but yes im starting to get my moments were it just feels like all i do is feedfeed feed,     2. my work thing is settled kinda for...

so i had my baby girl, so sweet i love being a mom , kinda feels like a dream though how things r working right now , caint weight till it gets warmer so i can work on my weight issue . my life so...

4 more weeks till i have a baby give or take depends on when it wants to come out. dont know what it is or whos it is for sure, i think i know because of timming, but i read a thing that says u start...

i have 8 weeks left to go give or take left of being pregnant. i dont know how im going to do it, im 24 living with my parents, my boy friend whos not the father is living with me aswell.this is the...

wanting to die wanting to cut wanting out of this life people all around are dieing why caint it be me for a change , im pregnant depressed no job lowsy friends , i dont want this baby do deal with...