leopardfreak

hating on life . wanting to die , whats the point any more . i live at my bfs place but hes not more then five minutes from my moms , where my dog is , i work so much i dont even have time to see...

life is going ok i got some things in order. its two years since my uncle and my friend past away and well im deffintly doing alot better then i did when that happend couple months apart all i wanted...

i dont know what im doing anymore , i dont know who to believe , who to trust , my friends tell me one thing and a guy im seeing me something different , my friends only a couple dont want me seeing...

blah i hate the feeling of being alone even when ur with people you still feel it , like a tag along all most when , and i was with friends that were a couple so i really felt like a tag along even...

decent i feel better cuz ive helped my friends in the past few days even the smallest thing counts and to day a stranger help me made me feel even better for helping my friends , but im gunna try and...

i want them to stop so much. how can i do this, how much longer can i take the pain .i thought all yesturday all i want is to talk to my mom and tell her but i caint i just caint , she thinks its her...

the world feels like its falling so fast i dont know what to do with it my life feels like its falling so fast like a rock or and egg falling from a high building thanks to gravity it falls at the...

i am thinking i have more obsesive behaviors then i thought ... i check lights . items i think i may hafe forgotten check multiple times for doors locking , when i enter hom even 4 in the morning...

not knowing what to think about life any more ... this past weekend i think i accedently sent a red flag to my friends about my thoughts because we were driving i was drinking so i had a dd to drive...

can i ask what is the purpose of life though... were born  , all we do is cost money for food clothes we  need place to live all we do is spend paper and copper and silver thats suppose to mean...

k i gotta admit ya i use to be a hoe mostly for the wrong reasons ... partically its easier to give then get it riped away from you cuz yes im a victom of rape and two with my issues i just want to...

i became to relize the past couple weeks that my just being paranoid about my hygiene has turned into a phobia weirdly enough . i make sure i check every time in in the bathroom to see if im...

life a world full of liers, cheaters, loosers.  i dont want to be any of these i feel like my world is comming to an end sometimes lonely wanting so much but not knowing how to get it im filling...

so confused