i have 8 weeks left to go give or take left of being pregnant. i dont know how im going to do it, im 24 living with my parents, my boy friend whos not the father is living with me aswell.
this is the confusion, hes so good to me so good acutally hes alot like me to apoint, but the weird thing is i know i like him but i dont know if i love him, i dont know if i want him in the delivery room with me or not, apart of me is thinking just to do just because.
im starting to get way more emotional and depressed because i dont want this life for me, i wanted to be with a man of my child and be happy. and be set up with work that i can do , like i dont know how long its going to take for this to work out. i hate my life right now , i wish it were different but i dont think it will be im too dependant and life wont help me to change that asspect of my life.
how am i suppose to do everything and anything for my baby if i caint even help my self