leopardfreak

life has fallen as we know it, since about noon yestureday i did absolutly nothing , no getting dressed no going out no nutting , besides tv, i stayed up till past 5 am watching seasons of gilmore...

so the new news im two months pregnant, im jobless still , a friend of mine goes to church on a regualar basis i think im gunna ask to join him for the next service because im feeling so lost right...

woundering if any of it will get better , wishing hope he would ome around but , if he hasnt already , y should i let him be there if he isnt going to be ther for me now , hows that fair , let him...

the way u talk to me , what u say u dont want me liveing ur life but its to late , i been mulested like u raped my whole life , im only gunna get fater and fater inless i get into the drugs , again ,...

wanna cry wann die wanna slit my wrist in till there no more blood , what is the dam point of life im pregnant , no job no bf , no life , two possible dads and either way it goes its gunna make...

well what a time , 23 , and well bday on 23 lol golden year but its almost over for the golden year , and a surprise im prego no bf two possible fathers , one all ready knows and the other planing on...

so i moved with my bf to winnipeg , lived there for about a month , well not so good he told me he didnt love me anymore , so i came runnin home , i know now not to move with anyone inless i got a...

so the new thing , i dont know how or where to begin my thoughts , i feel like WO,when my bf and i first started seeing eachother it was interesting to say the least , he was my friends boss well he...

HELP i dunno how to deal any more , i was working at 7ve fulltime got in fights with one girl cuz she didnt work , and slacked and so on, tonight i got in a fight with the new guy whos become...

life seems as its fading away slowly day by day, woundering what will happen if certain things were different, what life would be like . waisting time waisting life , what is the point of life , get...

no matter what i do , what i change , why am i not good enough? i been two years with one man and found out he lied we talked at the beinging about what we wanted and then not too long later he...

no matter what i do , what i change , why am i not good enough? i been two years with one man and found out he lied we talked at the beinging about what we wanted and then not too long later he...

fucking some peoples children these days , a girl i work with pickes her ass doesnt wash her hands and prepares food , she takes long ass breaks , doesnt get her shit done , bitches at others because...

sitting alone wanting to feel the sting of feshly sliced skin wanting to see the blood starting to bubble up from my skin wanting the touch of my blood running down my body as the tears caint stop...

every day i have thoughts on why am i doing this theres no point any more and really there isnt all i wanna do is cut aself and watch my bleed , last night i was thinking i wounder what it would be...