Im scared , two days ago I broke up with my fience because well I'm crazy and don't know what I want anymore . I don't know how things r gunna turn out but life always seems to go on. My wedding with him I'm gunna let out of the bag now was gunna be a baptism wedding we were gunna say our I do's I'n the baptism water and right before we kiss we get lowerd intO the water. So wasn't only makIng our vows to each other but God as well . I don't know if I will get married or not but in time well find out what the future has to bring