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So, I realized that the craving means that I'm making progress. No craving means at this point that I gave in but the fact that I have this craving is good because it means I haven't masturbated so...

Three weeks without masturbation, a little less without porn, I did watch like 5 minutes of a porn movie on tv. It is still very hard for me.I discovered that frustration, anger and anxiety are the...

I failed on that day. This time I'm getting to 90!!

I failed again but I'm not giving up. I've decided to counter attack. This is my contract-I promise to keep the ring always on-Curiosity means danger, I will take actions to the extreme in order to...

It feels a lot longer, something like a month or so. I tried some writing but my mind won't let me. I understand that there are no middle points when dealing with porn but I want so much just to...

My birthday was almost two weeks away, that was the last time I masturbated. I promised to myself that after turning 24 I was never ever going to watch porn or masturbate again. It's very hard to do...

I broke up with F. I thought that she was ok with but she wasn't. She hates me, she says that I hurt her and experimented with her and that I should have never kissed her or hugged her. After reading...

After failing again I decided to take everything to the extreme. I'mm willing to do anything in order to overcome this. Anything!!But it wasn't that easy, my willpower is still too weak. I was...

After 21 days without porn I broke down and I gave in. I was feeling tired, frustrated, confused, angry and horny. My blocked webpages didn't stop me, I found a new one, a better one. I enjoyed it so...

I've been thinking of C a lot. I feel guilty because I'm dating F. I wanted to write C so much today, I know it would be useless, she'd be rude to me and in the end the whole situation would be...

I saw a picture of C with some guy. She looks great, and hot. I miss being with her, kissing her, caressing her, everything with her. I miss the sexual approach I shared with her, it felt so good....

Today was good. I spent time with F and it went pretty well. The only thing that I don't like is that she game me another gift. This gift was something she knitted, a pair of finger less gloves. I am...

I'm pretty upset right now. I have this awful homework and almost no support from my classmates. There is this guy who is being an idiot, he is not helping me and I'm almost sure that he is mad...

Today I wasted so much time but somehow I managed to do something.I'm feeling sad because I want to do so much but I can't, I'm still so weak. My weakness is still keeping me from being normal. My...

Today was fine. I managed to do some homework but I still wasted a lot of time. I like the idea of setting my cellphone to ring every seven minutes to remind me to stay focus. It's gonna bee damn...