Day 1
After failing again I decided to take everything to the extreme. I'mm willing to do anything in order to overcome this. Anything!!
But it wasn't that easy, my willpower is still too weak. I was supposed to finish my homework today but I couldn't, I'm not even close. I have to be stronger. I have to become the man I dream of becoming. Somehow, I'll make it. I have to.
Anyway, I have to state something.
From now on, read this, and remember this feeling
I feel so so bad. I feel I'm not worthy of love, of my family, of nothing. I'm just a weak worm who shouldn't exist. I don't feel like a rhino, I feel like a worm. I don't want the life of a worm, the bitter life of a worm. I don't want to look at A, or F or E, or C and feel little, not worthy. I want to feel stronger, worthy of love and real friends. I deserve better than this. I'm 24 today and I can't go back, it is time to go, to start over. I want to forget pathetic D and discover healthy Dream. Please, be strong, don't take this from us. Don't be sad, be angry. This stupid addiction has taken enough things from us. Now it is our turn to strike back.
But it wasn't that easy, my willpower is still too weak. I was supposed to finish my homework today but I couldn't, I'm not even close. I have to be stronger. I have to become the man I dream of becoming. Somehow, I'll make it. I have to.
Anyway, I have to state something.
From now on, read this, and remember this feeling
I feel so so bad. I feel I'm not worthy of love, of my family, of nothing. I'm just a weak worm who shouldn't exist. I don't feel like a rhino, I feel like a worm. I don't want the life of a worm, the bitter life of a worm. I don't want to look at A, or F or E, or C and feel little, not worthy. I want to feel stronger, worthy of love and real friends. I deserve better than this. I'm 24 today and I can't go back, it is time to go, to start over. I want to forget pathetic D and discover healthy Dream. Please, be strong, don't take this from us. Don't be sad, be angry. This stupid addiction has taken enough things from us. Now it is our turn to strike back.
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