reisen55

My spouse believes that I can walk into an account, do computer work and walk out with a check.  I have one account that happens with but most are normal small businesses with the usual net 30 days,...

A few days ago I drove through Wyckoff, NJ and while getting gasoline noticed that an apartment/house rental I lived in from February, 1981 to same 1982 was bulldozed to the ground.  Gone.  I have...

I have been enchanted with my little rescue, although my wife does not like his destructive patterns - he is under training now - he is everything to me right now and one of the main reasons I am...

My sciatica is actually gone for the moment, but otherwise I am far from a contributing member of the householder and the long insults my wife has thrown at me over time are taking hold.  I feel...

Wife is totally self-absorbed.  I want to be on a bus heading out of here.  I want to be dead.  I have returned to pounding my chest in the hope of bringing on a heart attack and ending it all. ...

STILL ALIVE and fighting but now i have a new friend and companion, the Greek Goddess of Agony and Pain, SCIATICA which is the worst thing in the world.  Money is slow, need more and am stressed...

My consulting trade is dead, gone and I am applying for a job at Blockbuster but money is so tight that consideration of sleeping pill overdose seems a good idea.  That bad.

Here is an odd one.  Last weekend, a good friend of our family noticed at 5am that his wife was missing.  Literally.  At 5am she got up, and left the house in the car.  For 48 hours there was no...

Woke up 4:30 am, tried to sleep, stress

My car broke down today and I hope it is a new battery, and my clients are very slow in paying me any money.  My consulting business is in tatters as is most of my sanity.  I am actually looking at...

Now my mind races back eight years to that day, to experiences too horrible to remember and a world hell bent on forgetting them. 

11 days to go.  Always hard for me now for I am a south tower survivor, 101st floor and each and every year these days become unique. 

When I used to write horribly depressive journal entries, responses came but when you are doing good, nobody writes and now i am in a bad way again.  Emoitionally I am far removed from most...

Ladies, yes it is possible for a man and a woman to be friends.  We all have loves in life that are the FIRST one and usually it ends badly.  Same for me and that the lady involved was, and is, the...

Financial horror show.  I have a major account that is simply not paying invoices period and my part time job is a royal bitch.  I have mentally surrendered that one, but it is not a financial...