reisen55

going downhill very fast now.  wife is angry and wants me out of the house.  my business has failed and I have no money.  suicidal thoughts again.

Last night's journal was downright rotten and scared the people who read it.  Today I had a fair productive day of work, and have more tomorrow so was nervous last night about tooooo many subjects...

My wife no longer listens to my financial concerns, I am almost broke and in debt like made, no unemployment is possible and consulting income is a fraction of what I need.  I am considering...

12:05 am and I am wide awake with financial stress and worry.  New job tomrrow is nice but noe enough by a mile right now.  Major loss of consulting income right now and I am stressing to the...

Just came in from a day on the road, a very progressive interview in Rochelle Park and then traveled to HSH Associates to discuss the rot relationship with my co-consultant there, and came to several...

Just learned I suffer from tinnitus, have since a sudden hearing loss in 1976.  Incredible and oddly enough I am relieved to know it is a real condition.

Mu daughter's boyfriend just came into my office for "the talk" and gave him permission to purchase a ring. AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Dug up the lyrics to YOU CAN LET GO NOW,...

I have moved far away from my consulting partner, and am betting life anew now.  The relationship is so severely damaged that I wish no further part of it.  A jump into the unknown to be sure.

I have come to realize that my consulting colleague is an arrogant s.o.b. and that I am now questioning the entire consulting relationship with him.  This is disturbing to a degree but I am now at...

I want to be dead.  I am a failure and cannot provide for myself, lovely evening gone bad.  Wife hates me and I am finslnsdlfkmklmsd who cares

EGAD it never ends.  Now my talented, idiot savant partner is up in arms over issues and I am at odds with his association too.

Major setback in a totally different area.  I am stressed about money of course and in performing some work for a museum, I joined classmates.com to reconnect and also joined an idiotic discussion...

So many problems right now I cannot list them.  For the immediate moment, money is OK but I am still trying to build a business in an economy that mitigates against it.  My partner has gone silent...

nobody gives a damn anymore here.

My lost client is burning me bad, I submitted a termination invoice and they are not going to payit.  Four years of good work and faithful work, but they can fire me in one day without even warning...