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Chest pounding continues, she continues to nag and attack and we cannot even enjoy one night of peace.  I want to bring on a heart attack and I am doing a damn good job of it.  Anyway off of this...

For the past week I have been micro-managed to death by my wife, who I shall call Fastrada.  Look up the wife of Charlemagne and you get an idea.  Even little things such as "turn on the turn...

I am picking up my business cards on consulting and throwing in the towel, anything I find is good but clients are not paying on time and I am broke.  Do not want to wake up in the morning anymore.

About money, cursing, yelling, screaming.  Want to end it all.

I am again reaching another end point, my finances are nill and my clients are delaying in sending checks.  My wife simply requests and demands money that I do not have and I am sick of depression...

With wife, we hate each other now and between money issues, depression and stress I am falling apart. Again and again.  Once again suicide is an option.  God please kill me.

I am getting an apartment and leaving my wife.

My spouse believes that I can walk into an account, do computer work and walk out with a check.  I have one account that happens with but most are normal small businesses with the usual net 30 days,...

A few days ago I drove through Wyckoff, NJ and while getting gasoline noticed that an apartment/house rental I lived in from February, 1981 to same 1982 was bulldozed to the ground.  Gone.  I have...

I have been enchanted with my little rescue, although my wife does not like his destructive patterns - he is under training now - he is everything to me right now and one of the main reasons I am...

My sciatica is actually gone for the moment, but otherwise I am far from a contributing member of the householder and the long insults my wife has thrown at me over time are taking hold.  I feel...

Wife is totally self-absorbed.  I want to be on a bus heading out of here.  I want to be dead.  I have returned to pounding my chest in the hope of bringing on a heart attack and ending it all. ...

STILL ALIVE and fighting but now i have a new friend and companion, the Greek Goddess of Agony and Pain, SCIATICA which is the worst thing in the world.  Money is slow, need more and am stressed...

My consulting trade is dead, gone and I am applying for a job at Blockbuster but money is so tight that consideration of sleeping pill overdose seems a good idea.  That bad.

Here is an odd one.  Last weekend, a good friend of our family noticed at 5am that his wife was missing.  Literally.  At 5am she got up, and left the house in the car.  For 48 hours there was no...