reisen55

I have moved far away from my consulting partner, and am betting life anew now.  The relationship is so severely damaged that I wish no further part of it.  A jump into the unknown to be sure.

I have come to realize that my consulting colleague is an arrogant s.o.b. and that I am now questioning the entire consulting relationship with him.  This is disturbing to a degree but I am now at...

I want to be dead.  I am a failure and cannot provide for myself, lovely evening gone bad.  Wife hates me and I am finslnsdlfkmklmsd who cares

EGAD it never ends.  Now my talented, idiot savant partner is up in arms over issues and I am at odds with his association too.

Major setback in a totally different area.  I am stressed about money of course and in performing some work for a museum, I joined classmates.com to reconnect and also joined an idiotic discussion...

So many problems right now I cannot list them.  For the immediate moment, money is OK but I am still trying to build a business in an economy that mitigates against it.  My partner has gone silent...

nobody gives a damn anymore here.

My lost client is burning me bad, I submitted a termination invoice and they are not going to payit.  Four years of good work and faithful work, but they can fire me in one day without even warning...

spouse is going nuts over health care, and I just lost a client too.  less income to pay for it, and she is demanding an immediate policy or divorce.  suicidal thoughts again.

And the outside business is not growing at all despite my throwing more work at it.  My wife is going crazy because I do not have health coverage at all and I am going to be working at Burger King...

FIREDJob lasted less than a month, extremely depressed.  I am an independent consultant and going back to corporate I THOUGHT was workable, but out of the blue in a closed shop I was fired and am...

Here's one long overdue.  Personal crisis of 2008 over, new job is very good and my life is much more in balance.  Feel I turned a huge corner in late 2008.  Got local help for myself, pushed ADHD...

I have not written an entry maybe forever because been solving personal issues and watching economics at home, but last night least something good surfaced, as a supplemental issue - JOB, a real job...

Back to pounding my chest again to bring on a heart attack,seriously considering sleeping pills to die quietly. 

After a thousand odd journal entries that are very depressing, I have to a good degree mastered stress, and with financial troubles all over the place but invoices out there, I am much better at...