reisen55

Did not take the attitude uipgrade.

I spent the morning applying for part time work on really stupid jobs but it will make some bucks and supplement the very good work for outside consulting.  Good to do even if a really bad fight...

Definately getting closer.  My wife calls me worthless and attacks me at every chance, I do not have a job and feel worthless myself.  Not waking up would be wonderful and I use that word with...

Horrid day, car is going to cost a ton of money, my wife is health-fried and if I oculd I would leave and live in a box.  extremely depressed. 

Seems ages ago now, a different life in a different time and place.  I am part of a small minority of Americans who can claim to have BEEN THERE ON THAT DAY.  We all remember the day do we not - a...

The car needs a new flywheel, not an engine so DO NOT TAKE YOUR CAR TO AAMCO if you want to avoid stress.  My wife can help with that one.  I am on professional support at the Robert Yeager center,...

is acting up.  Advice: do not take your car EVER to AAmco for service.  They are awful and I left my car there yesterday for an hour, they did nothing, and for three hours today and all they did...

The outlook no longer looks bright and good, for my associate in computer consulting is a horror to deal with.  The long drive tomorrow to Camden could put my car in jeopardy and I have reached a...

Keeping up the faith, picked up new medication for depression and ADHD syndrome, so will see how it goes over the next few days. Driving down to Camden NJ tomorrow - long trip.

Although I am getting help and assistance at the Yeager center in Rockland County, my wife continues to attack me.  Verbal abuse is just what I do not need right now.  I have asked her to stop -...

Money remains a huge worry these days and I am trying to dig up new business, having a brilliant idiot as a partner does not help very much nor does a lousy economy wherein my resumes go "out" and...

I am still here.

This morning my estranged sister wrote me a hellish latter blaming me for everything my parents did in the construction of their will and my best friend took her side of the argument.  I am...

Still pounding my chest to kill myself, do not want to be alive anymore.  Last night I ran the block twice to see if I could induce a heart attack.  Came close. 

Just sent an email to my sister.  The bitch You must understand thisFor the past 10 years I have been living in a financial hell. I have come down to a total savings at times of eleven cents.I have...