Looking back....I'm really getting better :)

It's weird......last night/this morning...I went back and started reading my journals from the very 1st entry that was posted..............I didn't read them all, but it was so sad....and I can see a big difference in who I was then and who I am now. Some of those entries really broke my heart........I'm just glad that I am really getting better :)
School starts Wed. I'll be going back on Tue :) Hopefully I will be able to get straight A's this time......I almost did it this past semester :) I still need to drop 1 class though. I have 19 credit hours, and I'm not supposed to pass 18...and emotionally, I'm not sure if I can handle more than 15 or 16......but I'll sort it out :D
I'm doing my best. I plan to keep a schedule and a journal....this will help me manage stress and anxiety, and if I am starting to get "emotionally unbalanced" then I'll be able to notice it in my writings. And if I do go to counseling (which I need to), then the journal might help with that too...I guess...
I have a good feeling about this semester :) I hope all goes well...