Just random thoughts
I wonder what life would be like if Biggy (my grandmama) didn't die when she did.
My mama and dad had 4 pregnancies together. Before me, she had a boy and a set of twins (boy and girl), then she had me, then another girl, and then my little brother. Why out of all 5 of us did only me and my brother be born? Why was I the first to make it? And after my brother, she had a hysterectomy. It was almost like me and my brother was supposed to be born. Why though? Why didn't the others make it? Why didn't the other girls make it instead of me? All of our birthdays were in March too. Why am I the one living and none of my other brothers and sisters?
Why does God keep saving me? I almost drowned when I was little. I could've been shot. I could've been kidnapped. I even tried to hurt myself. I was almost in a bad crash. No matter what, God keeps saving me. Why? What does He want from me? Why!
I have more to rant about, but I have to go to class and do a test I don't want to do :(
My mama and dad had 4 pregnancies together. Before me, she had a boy and a set of twins (boy and girl), then she had me, then another girl, and then my little brother. Why out of all 5 of us did only me and my brother be born? Why was I the first to make it? And after my brother, she had a hysterectomy. It was almost like me and my brother was supposed to be born. Why though? Why didn't the others make it? Why didn't the other girls make it instead of me? All of our birthdays were in March too. Why am I the one living and none of my other brothers and sisters?
Why does God keep saving me? I almost drowned when I was little. I could've been shot. I could've been kidnapped. I even tried to hurt myself. I was almost in a bad crash. No matter what, God keeps saving me. Why? What does He want from me? Why!
I have more to rant about, but I have to go to class and do a test I don't want to do :(
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