friday night nov5,2010 all alone as ussuall

well. here i am again.son just went out of course. we fought again as ussuall. he is sooo spoiled. he just makes me so mad i cant see strait. i have to getr a handle on my anger., its bad and it stays w/ me fro a long time. i resent him for the way he takes advantage of me and am mad at myself for being such a weenie. oh well. got good shower and washed hair. the dye is allready comming out. im so gray. then had to work on chin. cut myself again. why so hairy? its the stupid menapause. im such an enableler and i dont know how to stop. all i can realy say is ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! lork please give me the strenght to do what has to be done. amen. moore tomorow maybe....

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annieheart
annieheart

Hang in there.Adult children can be more nerve racking than the little ones.I have 2 adult kids and one 6 year old.