its so hot here...

well, here i am at my favorite place. took son to get his shot today and the dumb car overheated. it has never done that before. we just barely made it home. so glad we made it. hope i didnt kill the car. not going to drive it till heatwave over. son says he is going away for the weekend with a girl he knows. that ussually spells trouble for him. he allways finds the ones who arnt enterested in having a boyfreind. he wants someone to love so bad and he falls so hard for these girls. i am so afraid for him. i dont know if he or i can take anymoore rejection. he came home from bar the other night and says he doesnt know what he has to live for. since we live in mo. you cant go to the hospitol for psyciatric reasons unless you are willing to tell them you are going to kill yourself, then they keep you for a few days and set you free. he has no insurance. now if he was addicted to crack or meth they would take him in a heartbeat. its like you have to be a hard core drug addict before anyone takes you sereuosly. this state is so backword. thats wy we have so many troubled people walking the streets here. i hate are govener, and the whole government is so currupt, i cant even see strait. i realy distrust our government so bad. anyway, thats about it for now. willl try to get back on later...