at the end of my rope

well, another week is apon me. i hate weekdays. i realy hate my life right now. im out of gas in the car, have very few cigs, used my last foodstamps today, dont know how much moore i can take. i realy feel very out of control bad today. slept of course most of the day. i have to go cant tyupe now, too nervoius... will try later after i take my pills, thank god for the pills...