going to another doctor tomorow.

well, here i am another month has gone by and i am no better. if anything im alot worse. going to get a female exam tomorow. son is again talking about leaving for gorgia. supposed to be going tomorow or the nest day. ya right like thats happening. had my first appt with my new shrink last week. i guess i like her ok. will be seeing her this friday. have to make an appt for counseling. im realy afraid of that. ive never been. i have many things in my head that im afraid to let out. dont know what will happen wene and if they get out, i might go tottally insain. wll try to write moore later...