Little better today, right now anyway, Saturday, July 26, 2014 7ish p.m.

 well, i may feel little better today, well right, took extra meds, had to. Going to come up short on the anxiety meds, NOT GOOD. Its just been not good lately, and im so nervous all these stupid but i guess for the best inspections. I know it makes me keep in down to a dull roar, its not nasty just im so unorganized, even in my head, especially there. had to put a timer on so i know wen to get off the shinny box. Haven't even ate today, made whole wheat pancakes, need to eat like SOON. im getting addicted to the computer. i spend lots of time on here, which is good, but i have to do a few things in a day. its very hot and humid here today. so glad im not going to the muny. my sis is up for tonight, poor thing. its like 100 actual degrees not to mention the FEELS LIKE TEMP. but right now i feel good. im listening to my bro n laws iTunes music its a large variety, things i never heard or knew was so good, lots, i just put all the sons on shuffle, always. it will take forever to hear them all. music is what makes any sense to me right now. always have to be w/the music, or watching t.v. am digging into the BREAKING BAD again, am on season 4 epp 8, gettin good. forgot how good started from first one. I miss going to sis place to watch the bad and then the Walking Dead. don't get me started. The BAD  is my favorite of course. LOVED THE ENDING SO VERY MUCH..... OK, how did i get here, OK rambling again. have only 11 min left on timer, then i HAVE  to go eat. so going to start again prob tonight w/ some more BAD. I'm a sick person,but i loved it.....................I LOVE THE SPELL CHECK. ha