SO TIRED TODAY WED July 23, 2014 10ish p.m

Well another pretty color. well here we go, besides the debilitating poverty, i am a little better today. i feel very melincaly lately. so im going to start putting up old pics on f book, have no idea how to get them on here. this is my first computer EVER so im a baby trying to crawl before i walk, so she is helping me. i miss my mama. i know we would have been friends if that man hadnt murdered her on the road, DRUNK DRIVER. We have lost 3 YOUNG people to drunk drivers. im very sad and so tired. had to clean apt last night ahhhh cause they were spraying today, was up till 3 or 4 a.m. then up at 6 a.m. to finish, havnt left the house and i really want to swim tommorow. hope no rain, and the hot flashes are realy kickin tonight. ive got sooo much on my mind and im afraid of well seems like everything any more. ok thats it for now have to take meds and then call boyfreind. will prob be back on later. ok later.........