Have been down the Net Flix rabbit hole. ahh wed aug 6-7 2014

Well, haven't done an entry sense this sun. Been down the NEVER ENDING  net flix rabbit, and i started w/  YouTube. ahhh i am totally addicted to my computer. i'm not eating or sleeping, or getting anything constructive done at all. I'M A MESS. Never had my very own computer, so this is all SO NEW to me. didn't sleep hardly at all lately, then have to get up and go to shinny box while waiting for my coffee. been trying to use a timer, i ignor it. its midnight and i realy need to get off here. so pretty much have done nothing, if anyone saw me, i would be so embarrassed. Ya, i'm all in that's for sure. Hoping ot get out of here tomorrow, now they say rain tomorrow, of course. Well, think i'm actually get off here and try to lay down. sleeping in my bed finally, no big t.v. but i don't need all that crap. i have my VHS tapes. ha. So going to try and get some sleep and not wake at 12 or 1 p.m need to get sleep, lost 3lbs of muscle, not weight, cant be haven't worked out in forever. OK that's it for me. will try hard to journal tomorrow. xo