alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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i feel alone.i was going to say in way ive never feltbut i haveit was when i split with the ex i lived withand we were still in the same houseim in a situation where i am wanted butcant give myself...
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church girl admited she wanted to spend new year with mei at the time thought the same thingbut thought best if i didntthat relationship wont work
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strugglingmy poblems are becoming so directly personali cant talk about itbut life is colapsing bit by bitsome fears of death because of the shock of it rushing upand taking away the last of my...
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ILL WITH A COLDdont understand relationshipsor what i want from life
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found a videomy ex posted on a siteits a vid of all her promotional TV shotssome are more sexy than i thought she would dothey are pro shots like a mag covershe looks really goodthe music to the vid...
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bit drunklostvery losti have no pathi have a lots to be thankful for reallybuti dont have joy.i feel alone but in a way that is bigger then someonenext to me .im even god lessthese days i have...
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troubled
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stupid situationthat just confuses me about lifei have a date that is totally physicalbut ive backed offi have a church girl that has emailed me back after almost a year awaytotaly none physical but...
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what a mixi feel less crashed todayBUT trouble ...church girl is going to this quiz nightbut thats good timing reallybecause im not ,,im keeping away from the threat of thenut case stalker...i got...
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going though some bad daysi really im wishing for the other side
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spelling is getting betterthas a good thingfailing at i's in linesstill not normal at allfelt very low in the shops to nightfelt like cryingbut im trying not to look sadpeople run from me lkike rats...
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thinkingthe way i am calm with the situations that have happendis that normal?a few comments that i am strangley calmmaybe its a bit of the way people think ima bit of an aspie type after alldont...
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back ground anxiety has been making me illtryed to face it todayi went and met up with hermainly because she said she felt badi would have keep quiet a lot longer...even went back to her house with i...
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not been my self since thursdaymy life feels like its 100s of miles awaylike when you stay in a hotelthere is nothing personal hereit is all distance
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new relationshiphas been smashed to bits by the outsideher 2 and a half year ago exis a nutcaseso its totally unsafeshe is hoping it will all be the same againi know better..its to damagedtime to...
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