alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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im quite difficult for people who know me to deal with.i get lonley but i also drive people away a bit but when i dont ,im to much for them to cope with emotionaly my inside self ,needs more...
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odd day todayit wasnt great more practice most of the day i got nowherelater in the after nooni sat thinking is half my problem really in my head trying to work myself out half trying to say im...
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tryed doing more practice todayi got depressed it was very hard dad was going out on a bike ride he said come along i said no .i felt to lowbut i went in the room and the idiot was back so i said...
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questions today i have questionsor is it doubt where is all this going who am iwhat is all this really about why is the idea of a relationship with someone totaly dead i see someone else as a...
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i did really bad tonight . i am fighting a losing battle
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did an outdoor gig tonight a festival type thing a few 1000 peoplethe head line act got £5500 its still smalla band like Korn get £60.000 for a small showi wasnt on anything like that just £90.00...
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worn out from excercises bike riding was hard todaythe 3rd day im driving my self quite hard .i always do i force myself through things,i can force myself through pain is thats really one of my good...
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the last 2 days ive been bike riding quite a long way it gets me out of the house away from the idiot and its to build up my legs im not as fit as you would think but its been 2 years at least from...
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left that SI group again WHY?because everytime someone trys to do any goodidiots shout it down the problem with all that group is there is a hard core that really get off on it they f cking love...
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she came for more or less one day i know in this post i should talk about it but i cant really i dont know what to say the whole thing was as if i made it up it was like talking to RB for the...
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i have a lock on my door and a chair against the lock im sat in my room and it feels a lot smaller
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i woke very depressed dreams of the day bad stuff fights andheart acheit wasnt good but all that is in my life right now as dreams drepressed i was silentnothing to sayit was noticed today was...
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my ex? girlfriend is comming up on saturday leave me for a year and come up to see me for 2days ? how am i ment to react i just think the whole thing is fucked up . wish she would just stay and...
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drunk sober drunk is winning why drink its way better than sober thats all
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living in this house has become harder i person hates me .ive done no wrongits his medical situation .its very hard on me i have enough problems ..ive re trackted my self from life as it is i...
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