me just talking on line to a person i know who NEVER EVER replys ....how sad is that i talk to a wall    TODAY WAS OKm t: sister is back for 3weeks m t: then she is running off to cyrpusm t: to livem t: how ever they manage i dont knowm t: -m t: date pages  hmmmmm t: for me they are like a rifel rangem t: im a cardbord cut outm t: and the women seem to have all the amom t: -m t: stay away from date pagesm t: all people in factm t: they make life more complexm t: -m t: so that was todaym t: my god there has to be more than this m t: i will have died and never livedm t: -m t: yes work towards small goalsm t: day in day outm t: people say get moneym t: get a nice car m t: or house m t: or somethingm t: but i just feel that is stuffm t: -m t: stuff really is just stuff in the endm t: the other flip side of get stuff is sexual partnersm t: get lots ectm t: but that really is not a good pathm t: ive felt cheap beforem t: that will have looked good but was very badm t: plus the terror of almost kids  is not a good onem t: -m t: nice girlfriend to show everyone ....look here she is m t: that is a nice prize m t: look i got a good fishm t: but when you are alone stillm t: -m t: all this stuff is stuff m t: -m t: i need something a hell of a lot deeper m t: and i dont have any idea of what it ism t: -m t: and time is running out