alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
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i quit my job today ,ive gone for a job i was offered back in 2009 everything is a messan emotional messit was before but this time i can walk properly.its 4years ago the band i was in had just...
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i go to a quiz night on thursdayeach passing weekthe noise and clutter of the night are driving me awayitsgetting to intence ,hard to explainid rather be sat in a quiet place people think im just...
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last couple of days have been shit yeyyy me i got asked tonight if i have aspergers but at the moment i am quite dead the mornings are so down but also all situations around me are very downive...
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isolated.ive manged some how to end up with less contact witheveryone its like lots of situations lined up and for now ?..im alone confused about where im going in lifeand love ect ? .... am i...
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backing off drinking a lotand also trying not to eat too muchalso to sleap a bit earlier i practic drums a lot too much reallyeveryone i know doesnt need to get some work done around this
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feeling alonepeople dont get me and i dont get them if you want to hear passion from metalk learning drums why im not better than i am i dont know its something i push at every daymy lack of...
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last nights dream louise was in itshe was older and a bit fatter and married dreamt also being in a breakfast bar with a woman links to mix past loves----today a bit of worknot a lot but steps ate...
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today was shit not a lot of words i know still in same patterens feeling very vunerable
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im in a pattern that i cant seem to fix .i keep saying i will changebut i dont
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main question iswhy the hell am i back on this site
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alonemy mind is no chasing thoughts of what i thought was love really far back thoughts and they are nothing like what i feel nowlots of totally stupid situations been a lot odd places with tracy to...
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i erased a lot of my early years here.i just read back my early postthe person in it scares mehe is so much more than the person i am now
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was going to update a new postbut really is not a lot different from the last one
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everyone gone here ...its also pop up adds that are shitthe nutcase is locked up for attacking someone .... so mealonemissing louisemy date im with ...thinking should i be thereits not a...
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hes locked up again stopped taking his meds and flipped outa lot was aimed at me my life gets hit with more shitthank god hes locked up
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