isolated
.ive manged some how to end up with less contact with
everyone
 
its like lots of situations lined up and for now ?
..im alone
 
confused about where im going in life
and love ect ? ....
 
am i driving people away ?
i dont see it like that
 
main thing in life i care about 
getting better on my instrument
crazy eh
but its always been there ,everyone else hasnt

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JournalReader
JournalReader

I\'m glad you are my friend.

It is refreshing to read some of my feelings written by someone else.

I am also confused about where I\'m going in life.

I don\'t think you drive people away but I do think you fear that
you do.

Glad you care about your instrument. That is healthy!
alantm
alantm

you always seem like you have a path ,you have quite a bit in place already
so you sort og have a direction ?

im not doing very well

.i know im going to cry at some point
maybe tonight


what am i feeling

i dont know
getting flashes of things from many parts of my life at random
for the last few days

no real pattern to it

just my mind leaping around in time

how i feel about myself ???

looking out from a shell

im suprised i have any emotion at all
JournalReader
JournalReader

flashes of things is interesting.
I wonder what it means. maybe nothing.

a shell - are you protecting yourself?

I hope you had a good cry.