feeling alone
people dont get me
 
and i dont get them
 
if you want to hear passion from me
talk learning drums
 
why im not better than i am i dont know 
its something i push at every day
my lack of sucsses
is like a slap in the face really
,,if i could be great at that it would be so good for me
am i really that stupid that 1000s of hours cant do it 
 
yes feeling alone
i cant find any person i can feel conected too
 
gaps are opening
and im bitter about it in ways

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JournalReader
JournalReader

I don\'t get some people. Some people are so, so, so irrational.

I wish you success at playing drums! I think you should express some bitterness in the drums. Drums seem like the perfect instrument for the expression of bitterness. Or maybe you already do.