today i thought i was doing betterin fact with all the stress i coped with today.i did do ok but not great i had to drive out of town today quite  long way  had to deal with a lot of stress i felt so ill .i didnt want to drive home i also had the feeling of wanting to drive my car off the road .i get that so much  i do get that so much .i feel worn out again i feel illhad some leg pain agin i think from stressim better than the last 2 days but i know im ill driving home i was thinkingshall i go to the doctors and say i think im illor not coping with life well but i cant who does cope with life well  maybe i need them to give me an excusse to get out of all this