alowed life time
it all seems so fake and staged when you realise
.its all ending
its a decline
a fade
so anything here is so meaning less
and he truth is it really is like this
and still we suffer
what is the crule thing inside that says suffer

life has rarly come even close to the feeling of joy
i have had in the rare dream

.i still remeber waking up from feeling so happy
and loved
crashing back into this world
i cryed and hit my bed
so many times i wished i had never woken

now thoughs dreams are a far of memory
now i have a dream world built more around what i see and feel
than hopes or stupid ideas

dreams are still alive
but they live in other people
i am a sorry excuse for a person
but one day the world will correct its self for that error
and ill be gone